My Everyday

In memory of my precious girl Charlotte Rose

who would have been 'full term' on

02.07.10

Everyday

I miss you

I think about you

I remember the day you were born.

I recall the uncertain days leading up to your birth

and the painful days afterwards.

I look at the tiny clothes you wore

spread out next to my bed.

I look at the photo I keep on the fridge

of you in my arms.

I write about our journey together on my blog.

I talk about you regularly.

I feel lost without you here with me, it is unnatural.

I do the things that need to be done

even though my heart is hurting.

For 11 weeks and 2 days

I've missed you

Everyday