I'm walking in a bubble of disbelief,
Is this really happening?
Waiting for my family to pick me up,
Please come quickly!
"Hello my darlings. Did you have a good time at the park?"
Oh.... my heart is breaking!
Driving home...staring out the window...
My mind goes blank.
Bag, clothes, toiletries, baby's things, phone calls...
Too much... I can't think.
Gather the children, what do we say?
"Our baby has gone to heaven."
Must lie down, need rest, need solitude.
My mind shuts down... frozen against the reality -
...of what tomorrow will bring...
The birth of my baby girl.
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I have been reading this post over and over and want to leave a comment to let you know that I have been 'sitting' with you ... 'listening' to your story. No 'words' to share, just being here, loving you.
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