02 July 2010

My Everyday

In memory of my precious girl Charlotte Rose
who would have been 'full term' on

I miss you
I think about you
I remember the day you were born.
I recall the uncertain days leading up to your birth
and the painful days afterwards.
I look at the tiny clothes you wore
spread out next to my bed.
I look at the photo I keep on the fridge
of you in my arms.
I write about our journey together on my blog.
I talk about you regularly.
I feel lost without you here with me, it is unnatural.
I do the things that need to be done
even though my heart is hurting.
For 11 weeks and 2 days
I've missed you


Jenny Tonkin said...

Julie, thinking of you and Grant today and feeling your pain. Jenny. xx

Sarah said...

that unnatural feeling tends to hang around.
Life on Earth- is not right without them, not when we knew the promise of what might/should have been.....one day on glory I sooo look forward to understanding better why our precious children couldn't stay here with us.

love you guys so much xx

Sarah said...

oops- one day- IN glory.... :)

Anonymous said...

What a glorious day it will be when you and your friend Sarah are reunited with your babies:) Love you, Bet

Anonymous said...

That should last post is from me, Beth, not Bet..

Anonymous said...

That last post was from me, Beth, not Bet

OhlsonFamily said...

Thanks for sharing a bit of your everyday heart and Charlotte's every day presence. It's a beautiful thing ... she will forever be so close to your heart. Loving you xoxo

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